So listen, I have been thinking. When you are in your early 20’s, you’re a baby adult and that’s what you do accordingly. You basically learn to feel and name, give meaning to your and people’s emotions and actions. So, lately I’ve been thinking and hearing a lot of hate and love triangles. The secret meanings in the actions or absolutely empty words and promises. Relationships of our days, basically. A lot of stories I’ve listened to, told and read lately are not very stable. It’s either feeling everything or feeling absolutely nothing. The nothing part is either feeling everything or being numb by feeling everything and not able to name them. It’s all too complicated but how all they started is very simple. So, we’re thinking “I should not tell them this, it’s not very worthy to tell a story or make a problem.” but that’s mad. Absolutely what you feel, and experience is important. It’s just complicated but you should know at least this part of it, because I’m going to talk your ear off in my other writings about this. In the form of hate, it is very close to love; and love is very close to “hate”.
Actually, they’re kind of the same. See, when you’re in “love”, love is not very colorful like daisy’s butterflies, rainbows, peace, and love. It’s full of rage, change, and it has growing pains because in order to get something good, you sacrifice something; you combine, and become one, and beauty of love is you either love it or hate it. You want this even though you may not get the flower, maybe just the pain, like it’s just life when you’re in over, it’s not stable. You’re scared and afraid most of the time. Being hard on yourself and others, saying “why am I staying, why should this change, what’s happening to me, why do I feel like this or why cannot be enough feeling like this”. You act like there is a hate, also when you hate someone you give mostly the exact reactions as feelings, thoughts… For example, a person loves songs of Taylor Swift, and it’s about blaming an old partner, but they don’t do that anymore or they have never experienced this. So, no matter what artist, it was just a saying. A song full of hate shows the love, while hating them. Even if they picked this song because of their hates towards to them, it’s the ugly side of love but still unwanted love but still…
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